smiles?

it seems like everything kind of resumed...
the smiles; the laughter.
but i can't judge if it's still....
because the feeling is different.
more like a very close friend, next to me.

fullstop

第一次你陪我坐着
我的手心是空空的
我知道那些简讯声你努力藏着
还怕我难过
不追问到底为什么
是我最后的温柔
想笑着附和说分开是好的
但我们却怎么 一起哭了
我舍不得
可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得 只是该停了
没有我你要好好的
我舍不得
最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的 错了就错了
不用担心我 我不爱你了
不追问到底为什么
是我最后的温柔
想笑着附和说分开是好的
但我们却怎么 一起哭了
我舍不得
可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得 只是该停了
没有我你要好好的
我舍不得
最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的 错了就错了
不用担心我 我不爱你了
至少你记忆里的我
是微笑的 亲爱的
有你牵着我的那些日子
真的好快乐
我舍不得
可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得 只是该停了
没有我你要好好的
我舍不得
最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的 错了就错了
不用担心我 我走了

video phone

went shopping with Lindy today.
she's nice nice nice.
cux i asked her out like super last min,
and she's steady! :D
happy ttm. ^.^

ok she was late as usual,
went for dinner and hunting starts!
i bought errr...
bag, pants, blazer, lashes.
spotted scandals and bangles.
tempted to buy, but managed to control!

having negative thoughts again...
i think if this goes on, hmm you know.

and min said im irritating!
like the 2nd person alr..
but he said he's joking.
so er.....

dont let it go to my head

sorry.

learning

something we ought to learn, by now now NOW.
nobody owes anybody anything.
dependence is not a thing you can find here.
yeah. felt that.
life, erm no.
poly life.
recalled what i heard from my sis.
didnt want to believe her and wanted to prove her wrong.
well, she's not totally wrong lah.
not all right also what! :x
ok, shall stop contradicting myself.

hmm so many projs to do and yet im blogging here.
ehhhh. ok fullstop, bye!

take that

i should've done my spring clean during the 2week hols.
now the look from my dad.... sucks.

take it as it comes!
like the piled up projs im currently working on.
managed to kind of clear 2 today.
kind of.
heh im still trying ok! ):
k lah, although not hard enough.
the strength's not coming from my heart :/
cant get my ass moving.

suddenly have the mood to learn... :D
abit paiseh to say luh.
like abit too old to start.
but who cares!
my sis and cousin's joining me anyway.
i learn alr go and show off! :x
LOL.

anyway Ling says goodbye to halfhalf hair! (:

now it's over

i said in my pm not to procrastinate;
i pluck in my thumbdrive,
opened up my core proj,
opened ie,
came to blog =.-

fail.

Ling skipped p.speaking lec today.
she's starting to lose her interest ):
that's bad.

Ling sort of recovered from her cough.
her diarrhea starts today.
that's very bad.

Ling's still laughing at the toilet thing.
seriously... LOL.

seriously no mood for proj,
but they're piling up like mad ):

Ling went home by herself today.
she feels weird.
"the feeling like familiar, yet unfamiliar lei!"
ok lah, she has been taking 8 with jmin more often lately.
hmm.
hmm.
hmm.

she's hiding something... :/
crazy thoughts ran through her mind.
she knows it's crazy
but she kept thinking of it...