the LIE within BELIEVE.

madness

2010-06-04T00:07:00.002+08:00

i am weird.
my brother is weird-er.

he often wake up from his dreams, doing some weird stuff.
i caught him twice. lucky, no?

1. he jumped off the sofa, where he always falls asleep..
walked to the shoe rack and put on his slippers.
me: where are you going?
him: go home la! if not go where, you still dont want to go home?
me: you at home already what! go back to your slp!
him: yalahhh! going home now what!
me: eh siao eh, you know where you are right now?
him(irritated): tsk. *walks into room*

i wonder where would he go if i werent there..

2. he woke up and say: use the phon, now can use the phone!
me: huh?
him: use the phone la! tsk.
me: wtf you talking abt?
him: you understand what is 'use the phone'?
me: for what?
him(irritated, again): tsk. *lies down and back to slp*

heh?

epic fail

2010-05-24T23:38:00.004+08:00

supposed to do my work now but i know i cant concentrate.
i need to 'share' this failure T.T

i started learning hip hop since april.

out of the 8 lessons, today's the 7th.

and my blur sister and i just got to know that we have been in the wrong classes since lesson 1.

nice. (Y)

and the class that we were supposed to be in actually graduated today.

hmmm.

anw, the staff explained to us and gave us the cert for the course that we have never once attended, together with a $20 bucks voucher.

nice x2. (Y)

lesson learnt: always ask whenever in doubt.

hurhurhur, the end.

single colour

2010-05-21T12:18:00.002+08:00

hohoho!
i got my hair dyed, dark chocolat-e.
looks like my original hair colour now,
wanling waste money!
no lah, at least no more 2 colour-ed hair right?
hehehe.
i like (Y).

dearie's having a meeting with the officer now.
worried only.... :/
wonder how's he doing there.

i believe in you dearie (:

Ling is clumsy.
Ling is insensitive.
Ling only knows how to say sorry and thank you.
Ling apologies.
BUT
Yang is forgiving.
Yang is caring.
Yang always knows what to do and lead me through.
Yang understands.
AND
WE love (:

watch your words

2010-04-29T11:15:00.001+08:00

nabei.

dry blog

2010-04-24T22:24:00.002+08:00

hello there.
kind of reminds me of jerry ang, and the system analysis shat.
hokay, tommorrow's our 9th month.
we'll somewhere we haven't been.
because i USED TO BE a chicken nehneh,
NATO.
imma happy dearie. :D

shit, i cant wait for my toenail to growwwww.
..and i kept cutting deeper D:
will i end up w no toenail like my grandpapa?
hope not leh, im scared >.<
but hand itchy leh, how?!

random many,
i used to blog only when im *emo*
but what is that now? too early to say hur!
hmmm Firdaus said it's good and bad,
i agree;
SerHan said emotions kind of balance up somehow,
i agree too :S
that's dearie wont allow me to drink when he's not around anymore 8-

im seriously looking forward to tommorrow sia!
:omgomgomg:
kind of like having the 'shy' element in me leh.

exceptionism

2010-04-19T00:15:00.002+08:00

and yes, im back :D
i went rollerblading with dearie today.
like-a-noob.
BUT it's ok because he's there for me, i know i know :D
almost fell, dearie 'HOPE'.
random to the max.

then i had this damn tummyache.
made me feel like vomiting then we had to stop.
weak girlf, i am.
strong boyf, i have.
:D

my favourite emoticon changed~
from :x
to :D

baby you made me SMILE yo!
i love you many (:
repeating non-stop,
radio spoil uh!?
but i like (Y)

ok, i've got a few more minutes before my personal nag machine starts working~
heeheehee.

124

2010-04-13T00:56:00.003+08:00

hoho spent almost everyday w dearie :D
<3 ttm.
but i think he ought to take some time for his friends (:
..and there he is~
w huiwen's bro i think.
heh. randoms many!

anw i still think the 'OMG WTF' is lika cooool.
so coincidental please!

it's 1.52am.
i cant sleep D:
help!

LOVE

2010-04-07T23:13:00.001+08:00

thank you dearie for showering me w your trust and love
hehehe although i know i will be totally spoilt but who cares!
i guess some girl will care 'cause she wont be happy that we're even closer than before hur.
too bad, i have a doting boyf. *proud* ^.^

hehe i love the pressie you made, dearie. (:
xiexie ni for putting your trust in me, even though there is that girl who tried to start some trouble.
and for the effort you put in today!
i feel your change dearie, and i treasure it.

oh yes, and about the chalet.
i was left alone with the guys on the second night.
WOAH LIKE A FLIRT HOR.
so sad leh, i didnt have plans for the next day like the girls do mah.
i dont feel the reason to pangseh the CLASS thing, you see.
it's not like im included what. lol
like my mum always say, "tao shio shio, beh leng leng".

hah, and i guess i dont need people to judge on how i behave.
oh, or is it an issue whether im STILL attached or not?
LOL, thanks to you, girl, that im now much closer with dearie. :D
i love you, dearie.

aches from within

2010-03-28T22:35:00.003+08:00

i dont know if things would be the same if i let emotions overtake me.
i wonder where the problems really lie.
was you or me?
i guess it takes both hands to clap.
sorry.
forgive me for being selfish.
i'm afraid that things wouldn't have any change;
i'm worried that my feelings won't be able to hold me through if the contact continues dropping;
i'm not confident..
what if i no longer miss your call/text?
sorry.
you weren't sure of how strong our relationship is,
i'm 10 times insecure..
sorry.
you're not totally to blame,
it's me that i wasn't familiar with, too.
i love you.

if only

2010-03-26T18:00:00.002+08:00

dilemma;
should i, or not?
how;
this way, or that?

another problem behind it;
same questions asked.
the only difference would be being able to see the ending i guess.

D:
WanLing bu kai xin.

unspoken

2010-03-25T21:03:00.002+08:00

it's implied; but is it understood i don't know.
waiting only makes me feel even more uneasy.
i need help ):

冷了，淡了；
倦了，累了；
该结束了。
how?

oh well

2010-03-24T20:51:00.002+08:00

i haven't been blogging.
i don't think anybody hopped by too.
never mind.

i think. i mean i did something 'so wrong'.
it's like a pet phrase to me, i don't know when it started.
the 2 words just flow out like water from the tap.

my mood is swinging: tick tock.
was feeling sorry for a moment.
but now i'm feeling a little bit.. awkward?
how should i put it?
i don't know.
but i just didn't want to let go, knowing it's not right...
then again, i feel i regained a feeling i use to have.
just a gentle pat on the head..
but it's different, already.

the feeling's badbadBAD. D:
when there's something you want to share so much
but there's nobody you could find...

i want to text you
i want to call you
i want to see you
but i don't know if 'it' means anything to you

never say never

2010-02-24T22:58:00.002+08:00

never say you'll never be so 'suay' to get some dead bird lying around..
..somewhere near you.
i've seen 3, already.

i seriously dont know what feeling is in me.
i dont even know what i'm talking about.
is it the status kind of issue?
concentration risk.
too much of core.
but i think im undertaking that kind of risk now.
baby came over to bai nian today..(:
kind of weird.

i need time to sort out what's in me.
i need time to identify the 'why'.
i need help but i bet the help can only be me.
i walk alone.
ms Sarah said, "she's always alone".
does it mean i have to? D: i dont want to.
do i have a choice, anyway?
not everything is reciprocal, what to do?

one step forward, two steps back

2010-02-19T22:03:00.004+08:00

"without love we won't die"

"don't let love short-change you"

what's next?

klah,
ms sarah and mr gavin talked to me.. and wyang.
abt the ocp.. and smth else.
LOLOL.
left me undecided.
but things should be the same in the end.
the 'alone' element.. (not me lor! is the class, please.)

we should learn to support each other, dear.
not to instruct (:

went to find baby and back alone, again.
but he has things to complete, what to do?

so, what is love?

2010-02-12T21:57:00.002+08:00

last public speaking tutorial.
i'm missing Mr. Jeff alr D:
it's really nice of him to share his personal experiences with us.
made the cold LT so heart-warming.
took a pic with him.
muhahaha.
hope i dont lose my phone again! D:
still missing my k850i k!

back to the topic.
Mr. Jeff made 2 presentations today.
- The difference between men and women.
conclusion: it's all about the communication! (:
- What is LOVE?
based on what i recall...
LOVE
!= seek to hurt
= painful
!= obssession
= possession
!= sacrificing
= givng

somewhere during his presentation,
he hit the jackpot...
made me think really hard loh!
then after that kellynn told me her views,
i sort of agree with her.
maybe it's time i face the fact?

smiles?

2010-02-10T18:40:00.002+08:00

it seems like everything kind of resumed...
the smiles; the laughter.
but i can't judge if it's still....
because the feeling is different.
more like a very close friend, next to me.

fullstop

2010-02-05T22:04:00.002+08:00

第一次你陪我坐着
我的手心是空空的
我知道那些简讯声你努力藏着
还怕我难过
不追问到底为什么
是我最后的温柔
想笑着附和说分开是好的
但我们却怎么一起哭了
我舍不得
可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得只是该停了
没有我你要好好的
我舍不得
最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的错了就错了
不用担心我我不爱你了
不追问到底为什么
是我最后的温柔
想笑着附和说分开是好的
但我们却怎么一起哭了
我舍不得
可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得只是该停了
没有我你要好好的
我舍不得
最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的错了就错了
不用担心我我不爱你了
至少你记忆里的我
是微笑的亲爱的
有你牵着我的那些日子
真的好快乐
我舍不得
可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得只是该停了
没有我你要好好的
我舍不得
最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的错了就错了
不用担心我我走了

video phone

2010-01-31T23:52:00.002+08:00

went shopping with Lindy today.
she's nice nice nice.
cux i asked her out like super last min,
and she's steady! :D
happy ttm. ^.^

ok she was late as usual,
went for dinner and hunting starts!
i bought errr...
bag, pants, blazer, lashes.
spotted scandals and bangles.
tempted to buy, but managed to control!

having negative thoughts again...
i think if this goes on, hmm you know.

and min said im irritating!
like the 2nd person alr..
but he said he's joking.
so er.....

dont let it go to my head

2010-01-23T01:58:00.004+08:00

sorry.

learning

2010-01-18T22:51:00.002+08:00

something we ought to learn, by now now NOW.
nobody owes anybody anything.
dependence is not a thing you can find here.
yeah. felt that.
life, erm no.
poly life.
recalled what i heard from my sis.
didnt want to believe her and wanted to prove her wrong.
well, she's not totally wrong lah.
not all right also what! :x
ok, shall stop contradicting myself.

hmm so many projs to do and yet im blogging here.
ehhhh. ok fullstop, bye!

take that

2010-01-17T19:56:00.002+08:00

i should've done my spring clean during the 2week hols.
now the look from my dad.... sucks.

take it as it comes!
like the piled up projs im currently working on.
managed to kind of clear 2 today.
kind of.
heh im still trying ok! ):
k lah, although not hard enough.
the strength's not coming from my heart :/
cant get my ass moving.

suddenly have the mood to learn... :D
abit paiseh to say luh.
like abit too old to start.
but who cares!
my sis and cousin's joining me anyway.
i learn alr go and show off! :x
LOL.

anyway Ling says goodbye to halfhalf hair! (:

now it's over

2010-01-13T20:51:00.002+08:00

i said in my pm not to procrastinate;
i pluck in my thumbdrive,
opened up my core proj,
opened ie,
came to blog =.-

fail.

Ling skipped p.speaking lec today.
she's starting to lose her interest ):
that's bad.

Ling sort of recovered from her cough.
her diarrhea starts today.
that's very bad.

Ling's still laughing at the toilet thing.
seriously... LOL.

seriously no mood for proj,
but they're piling up like mad ):

Ling went home by herself today.
she feels weird.
"the feeling like familiar, yet unfamiliar lei!"
ok lah, she has been taking 8 with jmin more often lately.
hmm.
hmm.
hmm.

she's hiding something... :/
crazy thoughts ran through her mind.
she knows it's crazy
but she kept thinking of it...

thank you

2010-01-11T10:21:00.002+08:00

9th jan -
Elleen's birthday surprise.
HTHT was a success.
many cried, in fact almost all.
my mind was blank in the beginning,
perhaps because of the fact that im in band.
then the absence and all.
yeah but i feel the love, girls!
keep the friendship going alright. :)
Ling broke down towards the end of the session...
Val brought up the topic, and
she came to know that her thoughts were wrong.
the sorry wasn't needed.
she did not blame but she yearned for the answer.
and she got it. :)
thanks Elleen.
thank you.
you unlocked the question.
i love you girls!

yeah and dumb Ling went to text her boyf when she cried.
..when she knows that he had TP to go and he needed sleep.
sorry dear!
but it's alright already, 'cause you made it! :)
i love you dearie!

today -
Ling's having iHCI now,
she is literally waiting for answers.
like she did every week since this semester started.
heh. sorry luh!
cux its iHCI~ :x

dumb and dumb-er

2010-01-07T21:04:00.002+08:00

Ling just read the newspaper.....
3 dumb news.
her reaction to them: '...'

1. 2 men went drinking, quarreled over monetary issues.
so Man A stabbed Man B twice
and got shot by police after his attempt to run.

did he realise he's in Singapore?
or thinks he can run faster than the bullet?

2. a 17 year old girl gave birth in the toilet.
shouted in pain, told her mum it's her menstrual cramp.
her mum passed her sanitary napkin.
the girl tried killing the baby, hurt him with knife,
and threw him into the WASHING MACHINE,
covered him with clothes.
her mother saw and hah! the strong boy was still breathing :)
her mum thought she's growing fatter during her pregnancy,
bought her slimming pills.

stupid or stupid?
hurt him but not deep enough to kill.
and then into the washing machine?
trying to wash away the blood?
mother also dumb.

3. first wife abusing second's son.
cut his ears and chopped off 4 of his fingers.

wtf. what's the mother doing?

down?

2010-01-04T16:54:00.002+08:00

this is a rotting blog.
but nvm....
so what right?
who cares.

"what is there to emo about when these people with so little are smiling?"
quoted. :)

Ling has a lot to do for her cmsk.
she's not doing well.

her term test results coming out soon.
she doubt it'll turn out well either.
she's not working as hard anymore.
there is kind of no motivation behind her.
instead, there are more distractions than she thought.

she's thinking if she should go alone.
but she doubts it would happen.
her playful self...
or rather, irritating self.

aiya whatever lah, think so much for what?
only Ling cares.
and her boyf :)

Father

2010-01-02T23:03:00.002+08:00

somehow having some storm within again. :/
he doesnt see when im doing work.
he closes his eyes to my hardwork.
he left his eyes open to see me rebel.
he says he loses hopes on us, one by one.
he used to pin so much hope. now,
he said that to bring me down.
he only knows when im not home.
he has no idea when im home.
he..

forget it.

affected

2009-12-31T11:52:00.002+08:00

somehow the words just kept repeating in my mind.
kind of.
there goes my mood.
ok sorry im pissing people off.
i dont know why.
anw. ohwell.
i dont want that to happen either what.
does it matter.
or rather should it matter?
it doesnt affect the other partner.
i dont know.
im trying to whatever.
ohfuck.

Ling wants to go home now.
she just feels like hiding from everything.
yeah. now she's really alienated.
sort of.

holidays are here.
but Ling's not happy at all.
at least for now.
irritating Ling.
gtg.

ohfuck.

2009-12-30T23:21:00.002+08:00

freaking frustrated over the oracle stuff.
and tmr's my test, for goodness sake.
anw, got 2 submissions off my chest already though.
im not going to do it anymore.

when to ehub for a mini 4e2 girls meetup.
was late and am sorry yo! >.<
i rushed through my dinner i dont know why.
had a pleasant surprise i swear~
thanks girls!!!! :D

my absolute boyfriend. (:

100th

2009-12-28T18:46:00.003+08:00

FAIL day.

1.
Ling went to school to do her proj today.
supposed to do till 7 but she went off at 4 as all starts going home.
one by one.

2.
Ling's day 1 in school with her bangbanghair.
Estee said she look like.......
Some China Girl.

3.
Ling saw her dad when she was reaching home.
the word 'uncle' just came out of her mouth?
what's worse is her dad actually replied 'hey'.

4.
..and when she corrects herself then her dad said:
"eh? why you never wear specs?"
fyi, Ling's been on contacts lens for 1 year already.

have a nice day, people.

contradiction

2009-12-15T20:40:00.002+08:00

Ling should go to her own blog more often.
should; ought to.
couple of times she wanted to blog....
but decided not cux she knows it would mean FINDING TROUBLE.
later some ahlian come and pull my hair how?
ok that was crap.
ya, but every ok already what!
what is she talking about she has no clue.

lifeless Ling went out w her DEAR brother for 2 consecutive days.
swear he made her laugh, unglam. =s
anyway, he just did.
but he has been a good boy yo! :D
well, i bet i wont ever bring him out to swim though.
i cant stop thinking of his continuous fart!
like where the hell did all the air in him came from? :x
sorry brother, but this is life.
stop farting like nobody's business. :s

Ling bought herself clothes!
but nobody knows when she's gonna wear them though :s
no worries, when presentations come.
and she managed to stop herself from buying the heels,
cux she knows she might regret. ^^

talkcocktalkcock.com
bye!

forgotten

2009-12-10T23:13:00.002+08:00

hmm. hmm. hmm.
differences in life..
caused a huge gap.
at least for me.
perhaps its really me.
and me, and me.
i see your effort dear.
i feel it too.
thanks.

but can i ever find it back?
im sorry.

it's getting worse

2009-12-05T22:15:00.002+08:00

i swear.
it sucks.
f those thoughts.
but i cant help it :(

"It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it."

it hurts to leave it shattered too.

white blog win!

2009-12-04T14:34:00.002+08:00

im in the library :D
STUDYING.
i dont know why im blogging.
but i just felt like.
freezing like mad because i was too lazy to stuff my jacket in my fat bag.
screwed my speech.
ee ee ahh ahh woo.

i lost my 2nd thumbdrive for the 2nd time this sem.
found it at reuters though.
lucky x 999999999999999999999999~

i guess over time i start forgetting...
like i said, how long will this first impression last? =(
最初?

abit weird

2009-12-01T23:25:00.003+08:00

i shall stop blogging in third person, try :s
i finally see my sister...
it's like a few days then i get one chance to see her,
if im lucky enough.
and my bro went for his band camp...
it's like so weird cux i see him everyday,
either pestering me or sleeping somewhere in the living room.
weirdooo.

Ling was in school from 10-10 today~
ohshit, ok.
er ya all was usual but fecon tut was fun today with the 'game'.
like... we enjoyed transferring? :D
then STUDIED a little blahblah.
home with Jaemin,
and my dear baby said he smell something....
hmm. :z

anyway! i feel like studying but kind of tired :/
how?

band camp is here again!
but im not sure if i can make it on thurs.
and scared of the awkwardness.
how?

hmm.

inappropriate

2009-11-26T08:39:00.002+08:00

presentation is later;
WanLing is blogging here.
(Y)

she reached school at 7am,
hoping to edit her presentation slides.
clever her didnt know that all lab actually open only at 7.45am.
so she wandered around in school till the time is up.
and she ends up with more than 2 blisters on each foot.
fail.

as usual, she forgets something when she's in a rush.
she forgotten her hp and her slippers.
heels can kill she swears!
at least for her whom doesnt know how to walk in heels.
and has no interest in 'learning' =.-

how the hell

2009-11-23T21:44:00.002+08:00

i dont even know what to say
i dont even know if i can do it
i dont even know if i still have the ability (to do this again)
i dont even know how the hell this episode started
i dont even know how to fucking end this shit.

i hate to bitch
i hate to see you
i hate to feel the way i am
i hate to look at you with the 'coloured' goggles
i hate to be crying w/o knowing what's wrong.

am i suppose to initiate
am i suppose to resolve this (am i even the one who started this)
am i suppose to talk to you
am i suppose to ask you?

but you just have this evil aura around you
LOL?
psychological factors.
what the f is going on.
you tell me.

huga

2009-11-23T20:13:00.002+08:00

dinner at yuyin's place was great.
and feels nice to see everybody's laughter!
guess im seeing another side of them.
somehow yeah.
we grow; that's life! :)

ok then back to 'reality'
hmm i have no idea why im sinking deeper each time.
i just get kind of addicted to bitching.
call me selfish?
maybe i really am.
but i dont wish to see my friend get hurt.
or am i thinking too much.
LOL he'll survive.
the 5 days?
sorry.
haa-

riiiight. being left out of the group dont feel nice huh.
i guess nothing will come to me if i didnt ask.
should i identify them as individuals? :o
or..?
it's complicated i guess.
LOL?
but who cares? (:

Ling's becoming guaiLan-er, recently.
maybe just because of that one person.
no i should stop.
haa, but the generic volume is still working.
how?

i feel like i have so much more to say..
but er..?
actually there's nothing else?
i know!

baby is sound asleep.
i should get as much things done as soon as possible before he calls
<3

WanLing is here.

2009-11-19T19:36:00.004+08:00

went dover with Love today :D
every little bit <3
hoho, it's MeiZhen!
steamboat at Yuyin's place on sat,
hopefully..
what am i thinking about.

quan test was rather easy.
except that i almost missed the 'twentieth'.
somehow i saw 'twelveth' :x

almost late for school today.
tapped in at 9.15am.
hopefully my attendance is still clean.

my face is peeeeeeling.
darned sunburn.
itching crazy.

kind of disturbed with THAT question.
a little.
and since she thinks from that angle,
i shall play bastard :D
i said something very wrong during lecture,
that wasnt on purpose i swear! :(
sorry dude!

do you feel the distance, dear?

down the road

2009-11-17T22:47:00.006+08:00

watching okto, it's about how fat a person can go.
i swear, it's disgusting.

i
dont
know
how
to
do
the
bloody
dbis
tutorial.

shat im lagging.
and she still has project editing to do.

TPrawks was great.
no wind; no shade; damned weather.
and i feel we're treated like disposables.
but the dancing was great, no sacarsm! :D

eeeeequivalent

2009-11-15T13:01:00.004+08:00

Ling's not studying when she's supposed to, again.
everything seems to be lagging!
procrastinating.
hhurmms.
blog-hop brought me down.
why? idk.

and Ling has 3 test for this coming week.
QUAN, BFA, P. SPEAKING.
ftw.

i feel so far away.
and all the things i thought of ends up in the wrong places in my head.
i got to sort them out, but how?

it's random.
irony.
two events; one conclusion.
when you start forgetting/remembering some things,
i guess it's time to let go.

with you in me;
the you i do.

cursed lab

2009-11-12T23:56:00.002+08:00

fuck it.
it's the second thumbdrive of the sem.
and it's the same freaking lab and comp.
argh.
Ling oughts to be more careful.
but she couldnt help it.
her memory just suck.
=/

Ling will do.

2009-11-12T19:57:00.002+08:00

hey.
kind of weird when i hear people calling me 'LingLing'
er... ew.
but ok uh, can accept (at least trying!).
just that my hair wont stand any straighter already.
*cold*
yes, temper has been out of control recently.
tell me what's happening. :/
because of the shiaat?!
LOL hopefully not.
im not suffering from that already, not anymore! :D

my bro went for his dinner round 2 at his godma's place.
peace (Y)
my boyf is heading for his prac at the cdc.
jiayou! (L)
link? nothing. :D

i want to go to the movies tommorrow! ^.^
yesyesyesyesyesyesyes!

SELECT mood
FROM ling
WHERE ling = happy!
crappy.

Ling's randomly random!

excitement?

2009-11-11T23:18:00.002+08:00

ok, Ling is supposed to be doing her work now.
but she has this random excitement in her..
that eventually led her to this crazy idea :s
and she's currently discussing it w some master.
..perhaps finding a QUantitative ANalyst to participate.
wonder if she will piss people off though :/
haha anyway, she suddenly urged for that 'coincidence' to happen.
yeah, should stop here before she pisses the readers off.

hohoho. hello!
feels like tons and tons of work is tumbling down
and im at the bottom of the molehill.
heh. sounds stupid hur!
but hmm.
CCN on friday.
temporary tattoos anyone?
i dont want to be the 'mascot' though :x

f

2009-11-09T22:27:00.002+08:00

Ling lied, like a bitch, to herself.
she's angry; she's mad.
but there's not a reason to it.
she screamed; she shout.
there's no reason too.
Ling's thinking of the workload, perhaps.
but it doesnt feel that way.
but she's somehow stressed?
fuck.
what is this.

she needs to blast some music.
but her ear hurts.

she went out w/o her keys today.
and there was no one home.
and spare keys not returned to neighbour.
so she waited.
and nobody even thought of giving her a damn call to tell her.
family indeed.

I need stress relief;
perhaps happy pill?
anybody?

catching up

2009-11-05T22:14:00.002+08:00

Ling had a weird day.
everything feels weird 'cause its a weird day.
everything became weird 'cause its a weird day.
she feels she'd forgotten something,
then again its weird 'cause she has no idea what it is.

Ling is lazy.
public speaking tmr.
'cher say got no homework, so i neh do anything'

B skipped work today.
but we didnt meet though.
he went out w his friends.
a little bit sad 'cause she has limited time tmr.
..and today's a weird day.

Ling's meeting Kailin to the library.
she can't even remember when's the last time she stepped into a library.
(except for the school's)
weird right?
what's weirder is she text Kailin w a random mood.
and it's weird 'cause she asked Kailin out to study.
ok, Ling's weird; I'm weird.

i am not emo.
i feel weird that's all.

Ling always do brainstorming about what she wants to post.
so weird hoh.
and it often ends with nothing she thought about while brainstorming.
weirder i know!

ok enough of the 'weird's.
my post is kind of long today :s
byebye!

lesson

2009-11-03T15:45:00.002+08:00

having iHCI lecture.
no way i can concentrate w jaemin and sanchez.
ok lah, and my lappy in front of me.
heh. sorry lo.
supposed to go for the captain's ball thing.
forgotten all about it.
and then i went to school in dress.
LOL?
say all you want.

i miss baby dearie.
lecture's over.
bye!

greed

2009-11-02T22:27:00.002+08:00

i feel greedy.
i know i know.

school was as usual today.
went to tampines for dinner.
tried getting my shoes but failed.
wish B was there with me.
heh.

Ling has this weird feeling that's bringing her down.
maybe because she's imagining things when she's alone, again.
seriously weirdooo.

Ling feels as if she's slapped with a thousand work undone.
yet she feels optimistic about it.
hopefully she can deal with them.
her Dear's giving her some encouragement.
did work a little, just a little :x
<3

<3

2009-10-30T21:17:00.002+08:00

'quarreled' with dear just now.
sweet :D
random trashing does the trick, notallthetimethough. :s
<3
thanks dear for accepting my flaws.
we'll work on it together yeah?
hoho Ling loves her baby manymany.

poor him having lesson now. :(
feels so bad when both side of me act together. =/
guilty.

Ling lost her thumbdrive at reuters lab yesterday.
sadsadsadsad.
HOPEFULLY some nice being returns it.
fortunately it's only week 2,
beats losing it during week 10, right? =)

open

2009-10-26T22:31:00.002+08:00

hey there.
im supposed to be studying right now but..
who gives a shit.
hmm
Ling wasn't able to hide her smile, like seriously!
heh, she met her baby for dinner :D
the first time since he started his attachment!
din't even expect myself to be meeting him on a weekday.
and so Ling went smiling ..and smiling.
hoho and Jaemin was like laughing at me for that.
ok i know im some sort of silly but.. heh~
i dont know how to hide it :xx
hmmm
B ate prawn noodles for both lunch & dinner.
nice (Y)
..and he's off to bed already.
pigheaddy. :P

and we talked about chicken rice .........m today.
=.- seriously serious crap!
hohoho ok, enough.
the happy Ling say bye! :D

3rd

2009-10-25T16:41:00.003+08:00

hey dear im blogging 3rd in 3 consecutive days.
heh. yesterday was our 3rd month.
wasnt a great start but.. =D
*scape-d. seriously so cute to spend our day there.
hmm never thought of going there at all till B suggested.
kind of boring 'cause of the limited rides but, w B <3
eat play blah,
went to somewhere in ubi to pay the down payment for B's love.
hoho.
actually i think it's a bit early..
but i think he wont be able to stop thinking unless that's his.
right? xP
andand, guess what.
tired B slept from ard 7pm to 8am.
nice~

poor him working on his mapping.
hur! JIAYOU k~

ty huiwen and weide for replacing us though. :x
bye!

from you

2009-10-24T00:48:00.002+08:00

when i all i wanted was just a few words of comfort from you..
i dont think i will raise my voice right away.

the you.
who aches to hear me cry.
idk where are you.

how does it feel.

2009-10-22T16:58:00.004+08:00

im blogging now prolly because QUanlitative ANalysis asked; :P
or i haven't been visiting this web for..?
lalala.

ok cds..
hmm IM BACK W BFA and P SPEAKING!
yep. monday please come, so that there wont be ANYMORE changes.
sucks to have things clashing together.

supposedly going out w B on sat, perhaps just for a movie...
but projects just start stacking.
ohwell, studies first.
i promised.
so yeah.

broke down today.
sorry guys!
i tried to control but..
somehow when everybody around you starts to say: "aiya, nvm la. one week only."
it just doesn't feel too good.
well, this shit just started.
im still trying to adapt.
please bear with me >.<
oh, at least im not that kind of super sticky type.. :0

in another words,
maybe it's because of the frequency so low that we treasure each other so much yeah? =D
hohoo. i love you, B! <3
jiayou jiayou JIAYOU for sip and bike!
really hope dear gets his license so that we can meet more often =s
but must must must note safetyyyyyyy.
like selfish, but no choice! :x

okok enoughenough.
muhahaha. Ling's happy now :D

material

2009-10-09T00:01:00.002+08:00

i realize...
when i get crazier; noisier; stupid-er; whatever,
i am emo x2 when im alone.
idky but i know why.
LOL?

hmmm
supposed to work with b today
but changed to newcomer kenneth..
he reminds me of Daniel.
like twins please!

B's out with his friends.
hmms.
somehow..
=/
not the issue with going out w his friends..
but..
hmm.

我们的相遇好甜蜜；
我们的结局是佛会更幸福呢？

焦虑

2009-09-30T22:26:00.002+08:00

when distance becomes an irritant,
Ling somehow couldnt put her heart at ease..
she's worried;
she's afraid;
she's scared.
and she prefers leaving it untold..
well she doesnt know how to explain?
=/

beLIEve

2009-09-15T22:23:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder..
whether im believing in the wrong thing; wrong person.
the things im hoping to hear doesnt get to me;
the person im hoping to get support from doesnt seem to have faith in me..
"你行吗？"
wretched.
from top to middle;
from middle to bottom.
maybe i really deserve that.
but do you have to trample my confidence?

time killers

2009-09-11T14:44:00.000+08:00

ling has been thinking..
of smth she doesnt know how to explain?
just this weird feeling filling up her mind.
.and perhaps keeping her alive.
kind of forgotten the feeling of beating heart huh.
crap.
results out,
not too bad but still much room though.
hmm.

do i really have so much to dislike?
she has no idea what's in her.
haa, stop.
it doesnt affect, anyway.

finally.
what is it that she wants?

the white blog

2009-09-08T00:49:00.002+08:00

hur.
my blog is dead =/
posts stopped; so did the tags.
ehhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
keep it alive leh! =D

been watching my queen.
the episodes are soooo long! =S
really nice show though~

got to know a lot of new people recently.
my Pentium 2 brain is still trying to absorb zzz
hmmmmmm.

sis leaving for holiday on thurs.
hopefully i'll remember to see her off. :x
i'm NOT that bo xim ok!
due to some unknown reasons =s

crazy side in me...

NG WEE YANG!
I MISS YOUUUUUU.
and pi dan xP

*random*
bye!

post!

2009-08-30T11:41:00.000+08:00

first day of work yesterday.
pretty fun xD
better than aquamarine la huh. ^.^
click click type type.
bangladeshi-s.

heh. off i go!

hmm

2009-08-28T14:36:00.000+08:00

always have some kind of urge to blog after blog hopping uh.
wonder wonder wonder.
am i remembered =s
maybe.
wishful thinking on my part huh. =|
i want to return to nvss too!

erm erm erm.
i'm in some dilemma now actually.
should i should i not.

well well well.
get this over.
i am currently waiting for my darn brother to return home
so that i can have my first meal of the day.
clock say 2.39pm.
eeediot.
i just wish he could be more considerate.
i didn't mean to shout over the phone though.
Ling says sorry.
BUT!
i wanted to give him a treat 'cause it's the last day of his exam!
=(

=/

2009-08-22T12:14:00.002+08:00

.erased.

fren

2009-08-18T13:14:00.002+08:00

still brooding over that word.

but yeah, mood's turning good already. :)
somehow still kinda negative though. =/

it was mad rush just now.
just to get to the toilet :S

reason

2009-08-10T16:23:00.000+08:00

so much to resent coming home.
so stucked in this fridge.
so irritating.
so fucked up.
so disgusting.
so stressful.

where's the care.
where's the love.

full of crap.
full of shit.

so much for stressing myself every now and then.
so much for carrying the burden of responsibilities.

that's what I get
when I didnt let my heart win.

infinite loop

2009-08-09T22:51:00.003+08:00

somehow i just had this loop looping in my mind :D

<3 = 0;
while(ling<3yang){
<3++;
}

i love baby many many (:

spent my day with baby.
diabetic :$
baby cooks awesome crab :P
*yumyum*

ling's becoming a glutton!

2009-08-03T18:26:00.002+08:00

crazy yesterday; stressful today; unknown tomorrow.
baby tell me what to do.

你让我知道爱一个人的幸福。
不要为了这些事不愉快好吗？

irritated

2009-08-02T17:36:00.003+08:00

I. am. so. freaking. frustrated.
I've. been. in. front. of. this. damn. computer.
for. the. whole. bloody. day. waiting. for. those. pathetic. slides.
I. am. not. going. to. wait. already.
I. won't. let. vulgar. appear. here. anymore.
so. relax. people.
@#$^%^*&*(&*(^%&$%@$!$@#%$$^^%&^*^(^&*%$^@$!@!##$^%^**&(&(%
they. represent. my. words.

don't. sorry. me.
It. doesn't. work. anymore.

how could i

2009-07-28T19:41:00.001+08:00

T.T nice careless Liao Wan Ling.
hurz.
speechless.
:(

i doubt you felt.

ability

2009-07-27T19:46:00.004+08:00

control control control, Ling!
i am trying! sorry!
gahhhh!
somehow i feel the change in me.
what's wrong? =/

hmm. and im expanding :(

rush rush rush hour from 5-6pm.
started print and stuff only then.
and we handed in our work 1 min to deadline.
we ought to stop all these last minute!
at least try? T.T
big thanks to JunYi for doing the running!
alright, 2 down; 2 more to go.
next up will be the presentation & interview >.<
help help help help help help help :(
LIAO WAN LING JIAYOU!

what am i doing.
deep down i still want to be daddy's little girl.
help.

rights

2009-07-26T12:10:00.003+08:00

kk im fine by now.
sorry!
erase that from your minds, people! :x
Eugene say my image.. er.. gone?
oops =/
i change already~ :D

25 July 09

2009-07-25T23:47:00.002+08:00

many years to last a lifetime;
every month to know better;
each day to treasure;
a moment to make my heart batter.

I love you, baby.

find me a tighter screw

2009-07-25T11:44:00.002+08:00

ling is currently without a screw that fits.
dear kind souls please get her a tighter one.
her's has been loooooooooooooooooose all the while.
actually since this morning. :D
well, maybe she's just being nervous.
over something she doesn't know what.
heheh ~
lu la la lu la la lu la lu la lehhh!

k. ^.^
JIAQI called me when she woke up yo!
like.. even before she wash up? xD
sooooooooooooo cute eh~

WEIYANG is bathing now!
slow! xD

hur?

2009-07-24T17:53:00.002+08:00

Daniel and HongBin's birthday tmr.
2 guys -hurm, can't say much here huh.
KangYi's birthday on sunday. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to all!
don't think you guys will see this though.
muhahaha.

on phone with baby :D
he says i must be talking bad about him. =0
i am? xD

he's working again tonight :(

hello there

2009-07-21T11:47:00.003+08:00

hmm the 2nd time im blogging during SAS.
not my fault yo! :x

so boring!
and SOMEBODY's working again! =/
hurrrr, and this is going on for another one month?
then it would be smth else.. hmm.
but, yay! and he woke at 8 today :D

cramp-ed for the whole of last night.
ewww.
watched some documentary about third sex ytd.
was thinking it might not be a bad thing actually :x
*kill me*

yep, im off.
bye :D

#$@$%$&*^%$%

2009-07-18T16:19:00.004+08:00

frustrated.

i failed for the freaking 5th time man, the 5th.
no kidding.
i give up already!

out with mum and bro today.
they just wouldnt pick up that bloody call,
when the phone's just right in front of them.
nice.

saw some nv-mates today,
cant recall their names! :(
i can only remember calling one of them "wugui" though :x
well, he looks like one?

dad's birthday, dinner with family later.
most probably with a new member.
not bad huh.
happy birthday papa. =)

im feeling down, down, down.
for some reasons, what are they?
somehow just felt im being a little selfish, maybe.
i shouldnt be, i know.
what right do i have, hmm.

im fine.

to the max

2009-07-13T22:06:00.003+08:00

trying to get started on sas.
we are lag to the max. =/

i really want to get things off my chest,
i don't know how.
i am confused to the max. =|

i want to meet baby,
but i guess it's too often.
well, he is busy almost to the max. :s

am i sticky to the max? hmmm.
i miss him to the max. :(

and i need some ear like i used to have.

blissful little girl

2009-07-12T12:57:00.000+08:00

:D

watched obssessed - all about chocolates ^.^

on phone with baby + doing proj? :x

ok, nothing much alr =P

oh yes! and DanielT. didnt text me back yesterday. x.x

bye!

argh!

2009-07-10T19:47:00.001+08:00

eeeeeeeeeEeeeeeeeeee!
woke up 5 am in the morning for the CHARITY golf event.
not bad huh, quite slack. =x
hmm. sleep till like 6? hoho.
i miss baby! =(
driving, home to sleep, now work. =/
what to do~
that dumbx9999999999999999999999999999999999999999 1.5k supervisor!
@%#$&^&*(^&*%^@$!##%$&^(*()(_*%#~@#!
anyways, till 4 am.
how do survive! D:

hurhurhurhurhurhur.

hey hey!

2009-07-07T13:24:00.002+08:00

in the midst of SAS now.
..and then i realised i haven't posted anything for quite awhile!
hoho. that's why im here.
ok crap.
ANYWAY, i blogged! =)
123(by JaeMin)
456(also by JaeMin)
7890-=(ok, that's by HuiWen)

muhahahaha. gotta do SAS now[act guai] =0
hmm. i want to end earlyyyyy, pretty pweaseeee! D:

the mixed

2009-07-03T23:42:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry, baby.
i ought to be more sensitive.
you know how stupid i can get when i get in a situation like that.
sorry. my brain wasn't working.
sorry. my heart just went soft.
sorry. i won't let this repeat ever again.

baby, please be assured you are in every position to say NO!
and i'm really touched by your message.. =)

that little tinge.. i'm happy. :D

what's worth.

2009-06-30T22:03:00.004+08:00

first of all, I am SINCERELY sorry for the eyebrow incident. =0
JaeMin, forgive me? :D
i know nothing; she knows all.
i can't deny the fact that i am, still, thinking about it.
can't get it through 'cause i see it happening everyday.
what to do~?
anyway, you decide what/who you want to believe in. =)
i wish you well..
but sorry, i am selfish.
i can't bring myself to go near..
yeah, you know.
the feeling now, is what you won't know. :)
stay happy...

messed up

2009-06-29T21:14:00.004+08:00

kay, sorry.
all will stop there.
argh.
so far... idiotic.
nothing to say.

me like a biatch.
i know you agree.

i know a million sorry-s might not work.
but it's was out of pique.
sorry.
you don't.

great escape.

angry like hell

2009-06-29T10:28:00.002+08:00

this post is for what i heard yesterday.
f it.
shock stun angry.
can't get to sleep.
yep, the last jigsaw is found.

fraud.
word to summarize everything.
looks are deceiving; don't judge one by their looks, nor their behavior.
girl, take care of yourself alright.
time will show, i agree.

it's irritating me.

on purpose?
LOL. save the effort, girl.
i don't have to the need to behave like you.
some words i just can't use here.

hmm.

2009-06-28T00:09:00.004+08:00

kbox-ed with the Ks today.
uncontrollable laughter, as usual! :D
song after song~
..and NO sore throat oh!

hmm, waiting for love's call but i bet she's in her dreamland by now.
i miss you, lovelove! <3 style="font-style: italic;">that Ronald :x
(some should know why 'that' is in italics uh)
so mean of me! :S

baby working again :/
4am, should i wait? :0
since it's 1plus already uh.
see how long i can tahan k :x

lastly, to Stef,
really treat you as my best friend,
for that period at least.
but you didn't notice perhaps.
thanks.
yes, my lost. such friend

sorry

2009-06-24T23:40:00.003+08:00

sorry to my group members :S
you know, pms.. ya that's why.
if you get what im talking about..

day's are going down, down-er.
guess i really lost it.
sorry i can't hold you back.
maybe it's just me.
but please stop torturing me with that unmindful attitude.
i can feel it, enough.
i'll stop, or maybe i already did.
you should, too.
fk, what's in my mind?

dear,
your night(s):
workworkworkworkwork.
you need:
sleepsleepsleepsleepsleepsleep!

movie with my monkey cousin on fri. :D :S :/ =T
mixed.

miscommunication

2009-06-23T00:27:00.004+08:00

trust me to be awake at this timing.
im a early sleeper,
don't expect everybody to make their brains work at your timing.
i am tired, i know you are too.
but i can't get my brains to function at this timing, girl.

i am selfish,
but it's that something physical that makes me tired.
i can't control.

annoyed to be woken up in the middle of my sleep.
really hate it.
genes from my family. :)

a little bit here and there..
i don't think online discussions can get us anywhere.
it's just so hard to convey ideas thru a conv. online.

while waiting..

2009-06-22T00:01:00.002+08:00

hi world!
Ling is currently waiting for her phone to ring.
she told quan that she's going to bed but she can't seem to lie down yet.
muhahhaa.
Ling's feeling a little excited 'cause finally there's school tmr! :S

weird eh.

happyLing went out today, making her even happier.
so sadLing stayed home to emo, to become sadder.
what am i talking about? idk T.T
anyway, she spent her evening with her dearest. :D
thank you baby for everything :)

LASTLY, Ms Sarah asked what Ling want to achieve before she die.
She replied: to hug my dad. :D
I DID IT, PEOPLE!
:D:D:D:D:D:D
I CAN DIE ALREADY! :T hmm.

dumb

2009-06-20T21:37:00.002+08:00

stupid ling almost use her admin no. to sign in to blogger. =.-
fat ling ate A LOT today.....
it's fathers' day celebration so...
diet tomorrow? :S
kay im crapping.
main thing is, ling = fat.

ling wants to thank quanquan big big!
kk broken ang moh. :(
for the beans, cookies 'N' cream and the fries! :D

baby working till 4am D:
hur.

up and down

2009-06-18T14:57:00.003+08:00

i shall post more to get over the previous.
muhahaha.
i won't delete it.

hmm, currently nurturing my fats..
stucked at home, only free to go at 4.
ftw.
doing SAS proj,
practically staring blankly at the case study..
with no idea what else I can pick from that short little thing.

baby's having his beauty sleep now :/
he woke me up at the most inappropriate time yo.
after we hang up all the alarms start ringing.....
*grumblings*

went swimming with Millie this morning.
hilarious please, 30 mins.
Millie, make up session next week!
..beach road for lunch, carbs back + extra carbs. zZz

done.

SUCH GIRLFRIENDS

2009-06-17T11:48:00.003+08:00

pardon me for posting this.
but i seriously think that words will spread to me if
you girls need 'full atendance'
so, what's the point?
and it doesn't feel good when i feel that you don't even intend to ask
WHEN i actually took the initiative to call.
thanks.
don't tell me both THOUGHT the other party will inform me.
that's crap, and i shan't eleborate on what it means to me huh.

Sanchez said: ..then they are not a clique.
now, i understand.
Stefan said: it's ALWAYS ok to pangseh.
yes, i agree.

enough of the girls,
i am currently in the sch's library.
..with my classmates.
JaeMin and HuiWen catching a wink
before the 2 latecomers arrive :D

fits to the T

2009-06-16T22:20:00.007+08:00

random random random.
Ling has got her week planned, not sure if she's gonna follow it.
Ling feels as if she's pulled out of her comfort zone.
Ling is feeling uncertain.
Ling is scared.
Ling is dying to back out.
Ling has nobody behind her.
Ling is losing them, and maybe herself.
help..

kpo leh, no more white fonts! =)

是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己判刑
忘了我也值得被关心
一双手一个梦
一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛
漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹
是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴
天灰了，快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我也配被人在意
一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空
精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊
漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想有拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹
那是谁的温柔留在我的小手
微不足道却那么重
漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
带我离开空洞的星球
还有什么值得追求
还有什么可以拥有
把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信被爱的理由

hey!

2009-06-14T22:50:00.002+08:00

out with quanquan today! :D
shopping!
feels like we went round S'pore in a day? =o
cookie for WanLing; pie for Stefan! ^.^
hmm bus-ed here there everywhere today! :x
and nice quanquan bus-ed me home again,
nice WanLing said: thank you korkor
to make him happy =P
nice oh?

heheheh! class bbq tmr :D

Ling has something up on her sleeves ^.^
she hopes he's ok with it.. :x

issue of trust

2009-06-12T22:51:00.009+08:00

i don't what i can say.
i am just afraid, of practically everything.
铨我不否认我曾对你动过心，
但杨的主动虏获了我的灵魂…
baby you got me all tensed up,
that explains the heartbeat..

mum you got me so worried..
and those negative thoughts just kept coming.
i want you to stay well and healthy, please..

-

2009-06-11T21:48:00.003+08:00

Ling had a boring boring boring day,
so she's making her 2nd post.
hur, lifeless yo.

Ling practically wasted her day,
rotting at home.
nice.
and off she went to her granny's place with her
PARENTS, i mean MUM and DAD.
super rare ok!
i looked forward to today! :)

and then she received a call from lovelove =(
i'm sorry, lovelove.
sure i am the worse person on earth.
to forget tmr's fri, 12 june.
well, we found a way out still.
might not be the best but hope love's comfortable with it uh.
i'm sorry D:

the worst thing of today,
Ling's ordered to buy smth for her sis earlier on.
when she reached heartland,
her parents walked off,
assuming that she's going alone.
wth? how long will the escalator take to bring you
to the 2nd level?
nice.
when she's back home her sis told her that it's the wrong thing,
and she threw it back to her.
THANK YOU.

calls from baby today kept me occupied :)
though he kept going back to sleep lohhhh.
he's currently at work now =(
hmm hope he doesn't get angry when he sees the message. =/

in the rain.

2009-06-11T13:20:00.002+08:00

在雨中我送过你在夜里我吻过你
在春天我拥有你在冬季我离开你
有相聚也有分离人生本是一曲戏
有欢笑也有哭泣
不知谁能谁能躲的过去
----
你说人生艳丽我没有异议
你说人生忧郁我不言语
只有默默的承受这一切
承受数不尽的春来冬去
你说人生艳丽我没有异议
你说人生忧郁我不言语
只有默默的承受这一切
承受数不尽的春来冬去

a super old song i found! :D
can't find a nice version though =/
*emo*

:D

2009-06-09T23:12:00.002+08:00

hohoho!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KELLYNN! :D
surprised still worked though i made soooo much noise oh :x

kay, went off early(earliest) with quanquan! :D
that bad quanquan scam-ed me as usual. :s
today worse, kenna scam-ed to parkway lo! xP
kk jkjk.
went hunting for hp strap before my mum gets one for me =.-
didn't get one though.
had subway cookie for dinner. hoho!
nice quanquan bus-ed me home today! :D
thankkkk yewwww. ^.^

hmmmmmmmm.
out again tomorrow! xDD

i lost you

2009-06-08T13:12:00.002+08:00

i'm sorry, i lost you.
somehow.

things never go the way you wish they could be.
helpless.
you walked away, what can i do?
closest yet furthest.
it's the shortest, too.
everything's going weird and different.
put the blame on me.
i care.

baby passed his ftt =D
hohohoho WanLing 好开心！

wonder

2009-06-07T21:26:00.003+08:00

ostracized.
i didn't know the meaning till 5 seconds ago.
that word just kept coming into my mind.
yep, i think i am though....

okok, i promised quan about that emo thingy. =0
anw, nice JIEJIE here brought quanquan to compass point today! =)
his first time oh ^.^

拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
movie with baby after work yesterday :D

谢谢你的everything…
i still feel bad though =(

upset

2009-06-07T00:22:00.001+08:00

paranoid or fact?
..or maybe it's just me...

hey it hurts ok.
stop behaving that way.
i don't want to lose my closest friend..

dilemma

2009-06-06T22:13:00.002+08:00

freak. bitchy. agrh.

actions speak louder than words.
it always applies.

to..****
perhaps it's because of that something lacking
that made up the distance.
..and you feel like a koonhow somehow =/
telling me nothing leaves me insecurity.
i'm sorry.

to..*****
我们…
i don't know,
it's that tinge of sweetness =)
but i'm feeling bad..
and a little confused.
it matters.

me

2009-06-04T17:28:00.003+08:00

yes im selfish =|
i can't help, im sorry.

thank you,
to some nice girl who took my phone.

if living is without you.
在需要依靠时，我只想到你。

2nd post

2009-05-31T20:36:00.002+08:00

hello world! :)
ling is happy though her pay for 6th june is gone in advance!
just had dinner with familyyyyy! :D
nothing more important that that yo.

studied with stef, again! ^.^
wasn't as productive today though ):
sorry meimei! =/
(last sorry! :x)

ling's feeling weird today, oddball.