what's worth.

first of all, I am SINCERELY sorry for the eyebrow incident. =0
JaeMin, forgive me? :D
i know nothing; she knows all.
i can't deny the fact that i am, still, thinking about it.
can't get it through 'cause i see it happening everyday.
what to do~?
anyway, you decide what/who you want to believe in. =)
i wish you well..
but sorry, i am selfish.
i can't bring myself to go near..
yeah, you know.
the feeling now, is what you won't know. :)
stay happy...

messed up

kay, sorry.
all will stop there.
argh.
so far... idiotic.
nothing to say.

me like a biatch.
i know you agree.

i know a million sorry-s might not work.
but it's was out of pique.
sorry.
you don't.


great escape.

angry like hell

this post is for what i heard yesterday.
f it.
shock stun angry.
can't get to sleep.
yep, the last jigsaw is found.

fraud.
word to summarize everything.
looks are deceiving; don't judge one by their looks, nor their behavior.
girl, take care of yourself alright.
time will show, i agree.

it's irritating me.

on purpose?
LOL. save the effort, girl.
i don't have to the need to behave like you.
some words i just can't use here.

hmm.

kbox-ed with the Ks today.
uncontrollable laughter, as usual! :D
song after song~
..and NO sore throat oh!

hmm, waiting for love's call but i bet she's in her dreamland by now.
i miss you, lovelove! <3 style="font-style: italic;">that Ronald :x
(some should know why 'that' is in italics uh)
so mean of me! :S

baby working again :/
4am, should i wait? :0
since it's 1plus already uh.
see how long i can tahan k :x

lastly, to Stef,
really treat you as my best friend,
for that period at least.
but you didn't notice perhaps.
thanks.
yes, my lost. such friend

sorry

sorry to my group members :S
you know, pms.. ya that's why.
if you get what im talking about..


day's are going down, down-er.
guess i really lost it.
sorry i can't hold you back.
maybe it's just me.
but please stop torturing me with that unmindful attitude.
i can feel it, enough.
i'll stop, or maybe i already did.
you should, too.
fk, what's in my mind?

dear,
your night(s):
workworkworkworkwork.
you need:
sleepsleepsleepsleepsleepsleep!


movie with my monkey cousin on fri. :D :S :/ =T
mixed.

miscommunication

trust me to be awake at this timing.
im a early sleeper,
don't expect everybody to make their brains work at your timing.
i am tired, i know you are too.
but i can't get my brains to function at this timing, girl.

i am selfish,
but it's that something physical that makes me tired.
i can't control.

annoyed to be woken up in the middle of my sleep.
really hate it.
genes from my family. :)

a little bit here and there..
i don't think online discussions can get us anywhere.
it's just so hard to convey ideas thru a conv. online.

while waiting..

hi world!
Ling is currently waiting for her phone to ring.
she told quan that she's going to bed but she can't seem to lie down yet.
muhahhaa.
Ling's feeling a little excited 'cause finally there's school tmr! :S

weird eh.


happyLing went out today, making her even happier.
so sadLing stayed home to emo, to become sadder.
what am i talking about? idk T.T
anyway, she spent her evening with her dearest. :D
thank you baby for everything :)


LASTLY, Ms Sarah asked what Ling want to achieve before she die.
She replied: to hug my dad. :D
I DID IT, PEOPLE!
:D:D:D:D:D:D
I CAN DIE ALREADY! :T hmm.

dumb

stupid ling almost use her admin no. to sign in to blogger. =.-
fat ling ate A LOT today.....
it's fathers' day celebration so...
diet tomorrow? :S
kay im crapping.
main thing is, ling = fat.

ling wants to thank quanquan big big!
kk broken ang moh. :(
for the beans, cookies 'N' cream and the fries! :D

baby working till 4am D:
hur.

up and down

i shall post more to get over the previous.
muhahaha.
i won't delete it.


hmm, currently nurturing my fats..
stucked at home, only free to go at 4.
ftw.
doing SAS proj,
practically staring blankly at the case study..
with no idea what else I can pick from that short little thing.

baby's having his beauty sleep now :/
he woke me up at the most inappropriate time yo.
after we hang up all the alarms start ringing.....
*grumblings*

went swimming with Millie this morning.
hilarious please, 30 mins.
Millie, make up session next week!
..beach road for lunch, carbs back + extra carbs. zZz

done.

SUCH GIRLFRIENDS

pardon me for posting this.
but i seriously think that words will spread to me if
you girls need 'full atendance'
so, what's the point?
and it doesn't feel good when i feel that you don't even intend to ask
WHEN i actually took the initiative to call.
thanks.
don't tell me both THOUGHT the other party will inform me.
that's crap, and i shan't eleborate on what it means to me huh.

Sanchez said: ..then they are not a clique.
now, i understand.
Stefan said: it's ALWAYS ok to pangseh.
yes, i agree.



enough of the girls,
i am currently in the sch's library.
..with my classmates.
JaeMin and HuiWen catching a wink
before the 2 latecomers arrive :D

fits to the T

random random random.
Ling has got her week planned, not sure if she's gonna follow it.
Ling feels as if she's pulled out of her comfort zone.
Ling is feeling uncertain.
Ling is scared.
Ling is dying to back out.
Ling has nobody behind her.
Ling is losing them, and maybe herself.
help..

kpo leh, no more white fonts! =)

是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼 眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己判刑
忘了我也值得被关心
一双手一个梦
一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛
漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹
是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴
天灰了，快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我也配被人在意
一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空
精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊
漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想有拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹
那是谁的温柔留在我的小手
微不足道却那么重
漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
带我离开空洞的星球
还有什么值得追求
还有什么可以拥有
把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信被爱的理由

hey!

out with quanquan today! :D
shopping!
feels like we went round S'pore in a day? =o
cookie for WanLing; pie for Stefan! ^.^
hmm bus-ed here there everywhere today! :x
and nice quanquan bus-ed me home again,
nice WanLing said: thank you korkor
to make him happy =P
nice oh?

heheheh! class bbq tmr :D



Ling has something up on her sleeves ^.^
she hopes he's ok with it.. :x

issue of trust

i don't what i can say.
i am just afraid, of practically everything.
铨我不否认我曾对你动过心，
但杨的主动虏获了我的灵魂…
baby you got me all tensed up,
that explains the heartbeat..

mum you got me so worried..
and those negative thoughts just kept coming.
i want you to stay well and healthy, please..

-

Ling had a boring boring boring day,
so she's making her 2nd post.
hur, lifeless yo.

Ling practically wasted her day,
rotting at home.
nice.
and off she went to her granny's place with her
PARENTS, i mean MUM and DAD.
super rare ok!
i looked forward to today! :)

and then she received a call from lovelove =(
i'm sorry, lovelove.
sure i am the worse person on earth.
to forget tmr's fri, 12 june.
well, we found a way out still.
might not be the best but hope love's comfortable with it uh.
i'm sorry D:

the worst thing of today,
Ling's ordered to buy smth for her sis earlier on.
when she reached heartland,
her parents walked off,
assuming that she's going alone.
wth? how long will the escalator take to bring you
to the 2nd level?
nice.
when she's back home her sis told her that it's the wrong thing,
and she threw it back to her.
THANK YOU.





calls from baby today kept me occupied :)
though he kept going back to sleep lohhhh.
he's currently at work now =(
hmm hope he doesn't get angry when he sees the message. =/

in the rain.

在雨中我送过你 在夜里我吻过你
在春天我拥有你 在冬季我离开你
有相聚也有分离 人生本是一曲戏
有欢笑也有哭泣
不知谁能 谁能躲的过去
----
你说人生艳丽我没有异议
你说人生忧郁我不言语
只有默默的承受这一切
承受数不尽的春来冬去
你说人生艳丽我没有异议
你说人生忧郁我不言语
只有默默的承受这一切
承受数不尽的春来冬去

a super old song i found! :D
can't find a nice version though =/
*emo*

:D

hohoho!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KELLYNN! :D
surprised still worked though i made soooo much noise oh :x

kay, went off early(earliest) with quanquan! :D
that bad quanquan scam-ed me as usual. :s
today worse, kenna scam-ed to parkway lo! xP
kk jkjk.
went hunting for hp strap before my mum gets one for me =.-
didn't get one though.
had subway cookie for dinner. hoho!
nice quanquan bus-ed me home today! :D
thankkkk yewwww. ^.^

hmmmmmmmm.
out again tomorrow! xDD

i lost you

i'm sorry, i lost you.
somehow.

things never go the way you wish they could be.
helpless.
you walked away, what can i do?
closest yet furthest.
it's the shortest, too.
everything's going weird and different.
put the blame on me.
i care.



baby passed his ftt =D
hohohoho WanLing 好开心！

wonder

ostracized.
i didn't know the meaning till 5 seconds ago.
that word just kept coming into my mind.
yep, i think i am though....


okok, i promised quan about that emo thingy. =0
anw, nice JIEJIE here brought quanquan to compass point today! =)
his first time oh ^.^

拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
movie with baby after work yesterday :D

谢谢你的everything…
i still feel bad though =(

upset

paranoid or fact?
..or maybe it's just me...

hey it hurts ok.
stop behaving that way.
i don't want to lose my closest friend..

dilemma

freak. bitchy. agrh.

actions speak louder than words.
it always applies.

to..****
perhaps it's because of that something lacking
that made up the distance.
..and you feel like a koonhow somehow =/
telling me nothing leaves me insecurity.
i'm sorry.

to..*****
我们…
i don't know,
it's that tinge of sweetness =)
but i'm feeling bad..
and a little confused.
it matters.

me

yes im selfish =|
i can't help, im sorry.

thank you,
to some nice girl who took my phone.





if living is without you.
在需要依靠时，我只想到你。