never say never

never say you'll never be so 'suay' to get some dead bird lying around..
..somewhere near you.
i've seen 3, already.

i seriously dont know what feeling is in me.
i dont even know what i'm talking about.
is it the status kind of issue?
concentration risk.
too much of core.
but i think im undertaking that kind of risk now.
baby came over to bai nian today..(:
kind of weird.


i need time to sort out what's in me.
i need time to identify the 'why'.
i need help but i bet the help can only be me.
i walk alone.
ms Sarah said, "she's always alone".
does it mean i have to? D: i dont want to.
do i have a choice, anyway?
not everything is reciprocal, what to do?

one step forward, two steps back

"without love we won't die"

"don't let love short-change you"

what's next?

klah,
ms sarah and mr gavin talked to me.. and wyang.
abt the ocp.. and smth else.
LOLOL.
left me undecided.
but things should be the same in the end.
the 'alone' element.. (not me lor! is the class, please.)

we should learn to support each other, dear.
not to instruct (:

went to find baby and back alone, again.
but he has things to complete, what to do?

so, what is love?

last public speaking tutorial.
i'm missing Mr. Jeff alr D:
it's really nice of him to share his personal experiences with us.
made the cold LT so heart-warming.
took a pic with him.
muhahaha.
hope i dont lose my phone again! D:
still missing my k850i k!

back to the topic.
Mr. Jeff made 2 presentations today.
- The difference between men and women.
conclusion: it's all about the communication! (:
- What is LOVE?
based on what i recall...
LOVE
!= seek to hurt
= painful
!= obssession
= possession
!= sacrificing
= givng

somewhere during his presentation,
he hit the jackpot...
made me think really hard loh!
then after that kellynn told me her views,
i sort of agree with her.
maybe it's time i face the fact?

smiles?

it seems like everything kind of resumed...
the smiles; the laughter.
but i can't judge if it's still....
because the feeling is different.
more like a very close friend, next to me.

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第一次你陪我坐着
我的手心是空空的
我知道那些简讯声你努力藏着
还怕我难过
不追问到底为什么
是我最后的温柔
想笑着附和说分开是好的
但我们却怎么 一起哭了
我舍不得
可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得 只是该停了
没有我你要好好的
我舍不得
最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的 错了就错了
不用担心我 我不爱你了
不追问到底为什么
是我最后的温柔
想笑着附和说分开是好的
但我们却怎么 一起哭了
我舍不得
可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得 只是该停了
没有我你要好好的
我舍不得
最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的 错了就错了
不用担心我 我不爱你了
至少你记忆里的我
是微笑的 亲爱的
有你牵着我的那些日子
真的好快乐
我舍不得
可是时间回不去了
爱你很值得 只是该停了
没有我你要好好的
我舍不得
最后一次抱紧你了
我们错过的 错了就错了
不用担心我 我走了