inappropriate

presentation is later;
WanLing is blogging here.
(Y)

she reached school at 7am,
hoping to edit her presentation slides.
clever her didnt know that all lab actually open only at 7.45am.
so she wandered around in school till the time is up.
and she ends up with more than 2 blisters on each foot.
fail.

as usual, she forgets something when she's in a rush.
she forgotten her hp and her slippers.
heels can kill she swears!
at least for her whom doesnt know how to walk in heels.
and has no interest in 'learning' =.-

how the hell

i dont even know what to say
i dont even know if i can do it
i dont even know if i still have the ability (to do this again)
i dont even know how the hell this episode started
i dont even know how to fucking end this shit.

i hate to bitch
i hate to see you
i hate to feel the way i am
i hate to look at you with the 'coloured' goggles
i hate to be crying w/o knowing what's wrong.

am i suppose to initiate
am i suppose to resolve this (am i even the one who started this)
am i suppose to talk to you
am i suppose to ask you?

but you just have this evil aura around you
LOL?
psychological factors.
what the f is going on.
you tell me.

huga

dinner at yuyin's place was great.
and feels nice to see everybody's laughter!
guess im seeing another side of them.
somehow yeah.
we grow; that's life! :)

ok then back to 'reality'
hmm i have no idea why im sinking deeper each time.
i just get kind of addicted to bitching.
call me selfish?
maybe i really am.
but i dont wish to see my friend get hurt.
or am i thinking too much.
LOL he'll survive.
the 5 days?
sorry.
haa-

riiiight. being left out of the group dont feel nice huh.
i guess nothing will come to me if i didnt ask.
should i identify them as individuals? :o
or..?
it's complicated i guess.
LOL?
but who cares? (:

Ling's becoming guaiLan-er, recently.
maybe just because of that one person.
no i should stop.
haa, but the generic volume is still working.
how?

i feel like i have so much more to say..
but er..?
actually there's nothing else?
i know!

baby is sound asleep.
i should get as much things done as soon as possible before he calls
<3

WanLing is here.

went dover with Love today :D
every little bit <3
hoho, it's MeiZhen!
steamboat at Yuyin's place on sat,
hopefully..
what am i thinking about.

quan test was rather easy.
except that i almost missed the 'twentieth'.
somehow i saw 'twelveth' :x

almost late for school today.
tapped in at 9.15am.
hopefully my attendance is still clean.

my face is peeeeeeling.
darned sunburn.
itching crazy.

kind of disturbed with THAT question.
a little.
and since she thinks from that angle,
i shall play bastard :D
i said something very wrong during lecture,
that wasnt on purpose i swear! :(
sorry dude!

do you feel the distance, dear?

down the road

watching okto, it's about how fat a person can go.
i swear, it's disgusting.

i
dont
know
how
to
do
the
bloody
dbis
tutorial.

shat im lagging.
and she still has project editing to do.

TPrawks was great.
no wind; no shade; damned weather.
and i feel we're treated like disposables.
but the dancing was great, no sacarsm! :D

eeeeequivalent

Ling's not studying when she's supposed to, again.
everything seems to be lagging!
procrastinating.
hhurmms.
blog-hop brought me down.
why? idk.

and Ling has 3 test for this coming week.
QUAN, BFA, P. SPEAKING.
ftw.

i feel so far away.
and all the things i thought of ends up in the wrong places in my head.
i got to sort them out, but how?

it's random.
irony.
two events; one conclusion.
when you start forgetting/remembering some things,
i guess it's time to let go.


with you in me;
the you i do.

cursed lab

fuck it.
it's the second thumbdrive of the sem.
and it's the same freaking lab and comp.
argh.
Ling oughts to be more careful.
but she couldnt help it.
her memory just suck.
=/

Ling will do.

hey.
kind of weird when i hear people calling me 'LingLing'
er... ew.
but ok uh, can accept (at least trying!).
just that my hair wont stand any straighter already.
*cold*
yes, temper has been out of control recently.
tell me what's happening. :/
because of the shiaat?!
LOL hopefully not.
im not suffering from that already, not anymore! :D

my bro went for his dinner round 2 at his godma's place.
peace (Y)
my boyf is heading for his prac at the cdc.
jiayou! (L)
link? nothing. :D

i want to go to the movies tommorrow! ^.^
yesyesyesyesyesyesyes!

SELECT mood
FROM ling
WHERE ling = happy!
crappy.

Ling's randomly random!

excitement?

ok, Ling is supposed to be doing her work now.
but she has this random excitement in her..
that eventually led her to this crazy idea :s
and she's currently discussing it w some master.
..perhaps finding a QUantitative ANalyst to participate.
wonder if she will piss people off though :/
haha anyway, she suddenly urged for that 'coincidence' to happen.
yeah, should stop here before she pisses the readers off.

hohoho. hello!
feels like tons and tons of work is tumbling down
and im at the bottom of the molehill.
heh. sounds stupid hur!
but hmm.
CCN on friday.
temporary tattoos anyone?
i dont want to be the 'mascot' though :x

f

Ling lied, like a bitch, to herself.
she's angry; she's mad.
but there's not a reason to it.
she screamed; she shout.
there's no reason too.
Ling's thinking of the workload, perhaps.
but it doesnt feel that way.
but she's somehow stressed?
fuck.
what is this.

she needs to blast some music.
but her ear hurts.

she went out w/o her keys today.
and there was no one home.
and spare keys not returned to neighbour.
so she waited.
and nobody even thought of giving her a damn call to tell her.
family indeed.

I need stress relief;
perhaps happy pill?
anybody?

catching up

Ling had a weird day.
everything feels weird 'cause its a weird day.
everything became weird 'cause its a weird day.
she feels she'd forgotten something,
then again its weird 'cause she has no idea what it is.

Ling is lazy.
public speaking tmr.
'cher say got no homework, so i neh do anything'

B skipped work today.
but we didnt meet though.
he went out w his friends.
a little bit sad 'cause she has limited time tmr.
..and today's a weird day.

Ling's meeting Kailin to the library.
she can't even remember when's the last time she stepped into a library.
(except for the school's)
weird right?
what's weirder is she text Kailin w a random mood.
and it's weird 'cause she asked Kailin out to study.
ok, Ling's weird; I'm weird.

i am not emo.
i feel weird that's all.

Ling always do brainstorming about what she wants to post.
so weird hoh.
and it often ends with nothing she thought about while brainstorming.
weirder i know!

ok enough of the 'weird's.
my post is kind of long today :s
byebye!

lesson

having iHCI lecture.
no way i can concentrate w jaemin and sanchez.
ok lah, and my lappy in front of me.
heh. sorry lo.
supposed to go for the captain's ball thing.
forgotten all about it.
and then i went to school in dress.
LOL?
say all you want.

i miss baby dearie.
lecture's over.
bye!

greed

i feel greedy.
i know i know.

school was as usual today.
went to tampines for dinner.
tried getting my shoes but failed.
wish B was there with me.
heh.

Ling has this weird feeling that's bringing her down.
maybe because she's imagining things when she's alone, again.
seriously weirdooo.

Ling feels as if she's slapped with a thousand work undone.
yet she feels optimistic about it.
hopefully she can deal with them.
her Dear's giving her some encouragement.
did work a little, just a little :x
<3