huga

dinner at yuyin's place was great.
and feels nice to see everybody's laughter!
guess im seeing another side of them.
somehow yeah.
we grow; that's life! :)

ok then back to 'reality'
hmm i have no idea why im sinking deeper each time.
i just get kind of addicted to bitching.
call me selfish?
maybe i really am.
but i dont wish to see my friend get hurt.
or am i thinking too much.
LOL he'll survive.
the 5 days?
sorry.
haa-

riiiight. being left out of the group dont feel nice huh.
i guess nothing will come to me if i didnt ask.
should i identify them as individuals? :o
or..?
it's complicated i guess.
LOL?
but who cares? (:

Ling's becoming guaiLan-er, recently.
maybe just because of that one person.
no i should stop.
haa, but the generic volume is still working.
how?

i feel like i have so much more to say..
but er..?
actually there's nothing else?
i know!

baby is sound asleep.
i should get as much things done as soon as possible before he calls
<3