video phone

went shopping with Lindy today.
she's nice nice nice.
cux i asked her out like super last min,
and she's steady! :D
happy ttm. ^.^

ok she was late as usual,
went for dinner and hunting starts!
i bought errr...
bag, pants, blazer, lashes.
spotted scandals and bangles.
tempted to buy, but managed to control!

having negative thoughts again...
i think if this goes on, hmm you know.

and min said im irritating!
like the 2nd person alr..
but he said he's joking.
so er.....

dont let it go to my head

sorry.

learning

something we ought to learn, by now now NOW.
nobody owes anybody anything.
dependence is not a thing you can find here.
yeah. felt that.
life, erm no.
poly life.
recalled what i heard from my sis.
didnt want to believe her and wanted to prove her wrong.
well, she's not totally wrong lah.
not all right also what! :x
ok, shall stop contradicting myself.

hmm so many projs to do and yet im blogging here.
ehhhh. ok fullstop, bye!

take that

i should've done my spring clean during the 2week hols.
now the look from my dad.... sucks.

take it as it comes!
like the piled up projs im currently working on.
managed to kind of clear 2 today.
kind of.
heh im still trying ok! ):
k lah, although not hard enough.
the strength's not coming from my heart :/
cant get my ass moving.

suddenly have the mood to learn... :D
abit paiseh to say luh.
like abit too old to start.
but who cares!
my sis and cousin's joining me anyway.
i learn alr go and show off! :x
LOL.

anyway Ling says goodbye to halfhalf hair! (:

now it's over

i said in my pm not to procrastinate;
i pluck in my thumbdrive,
opened up my core proj,
opened ie,
came to blog =.-

fail.

Ling skipped p.speaking lec today.
she's starting to lose her interest ):
that's bad.

Ling sort of recovered from her cough.
her diarrhea starts today.
that's very bad.

Ling's still laughing at the toilet thing.
seriously... LOL.

seriously no mood for proj,
but they're piling up like mad ):

Ling went home by herself today.
she feels weird.
"the feeling like familiar, yet unfamiliar lei!"
ok lah, she has been taking 8 with jmin more often lately.
hmm.
hmm.
hmm.

she's hiding something... :/
crazy thoughts ran through her mind.
she knows it's crazy
but she kept thinking of it...

thank you

9th jan -
Elleen's birthday surprise.
HTHT was a success.
many cried, in fact almost all.
my mind was blank in the beginning,
perhaps because of the fact that im in band.
then the absence and all.
yeah but i feel the love, girls!
keep the friendship going alright. :)
Ling broke down towards the end of the session...
Val brought up the topic, and
she came to know that her thoughts were wrong.
the sorry wasn't needed.
she did not blame but she yearned for the answer.
and she got it. :)
thanks Elleen.
thank you.
you unlocked the question.
i love you girls!


yeah and dumb Ling went to text her boyf when she cried.
..when she knows that he had TP to go and he needed sleep.
sorry dear!
but it's alright already, 'cause you made it! :)
i love you dearie!

today -
Ling's having iHCI now,
she is literally waiting for answers.
like she did every week since this semester started.
heh. sorry luh!
cux its iHCI~ :x

dumb and dumb-er

Ling just read the newspaper.....
3 dumb news.
her reaction to them: '...'

1. 2 men went drinking, quarreled over monetary issues.
so Man A stabbed Man B twice
and got shot by police after his attempt to run.

did he realise he's in Singapore?
or thinks he can run faster than the bullet?

2. a 17 year old girl gave birth in the toilet.
shouted in pain, told her mum it's her menstrual cramp.
her mum passed her sanitary napkin.
the girl tried killing the baby, hurt him with knife,
and threw him into the WASHING MACHINE,
covered him with clothes.
her mother saw and hah! the strong boy was still breathing :)
her mum thought she's growing fatter during her pregnancy,
bought her slimming pills.

stupid or stupid?
hurt him but not deep enough to kill.
and then into the washing machine?
trying to wash away the blood?
mother also dumb.

3. first wife abusing second's son.
cut his ears and chopped off 4 of his fingers.

wtf. what's the mother doing?

down?

this is a rotting blog.
but nvm....
so what right?
who cares.

"what is there to emo about when these people with so little are smiling?"
quoted. :)

Ling has a lot to do for her cmsk.
she's not doing well.

her term test results coming out soon.
she doubt it'll turn out well either.
she's not working as hard anymore.
there is kind of no motivation behind her.
instead, there are more distractions than she thought.

she's thinking if she should go alone.
but she doubts it would happen.
her playful self...
or rather, irritating self.

aiya whatever lah, think so much for what?
only Ling cares.
and her boyf :)

Father

somehow having some storm within again. :/
he doesnt see when im doing work.
he closes his eyes to my hardwork.
he left his eyes open to see me rebel.
he says he loses hopes on us, one by one.
he used to pin so much hope. now,
he said that to bring me down.
he only knows when im not home.
he has no idea when im home.
he..

forget it.