affected

somehow the words just kept repeating in my mind.
kind of.
there goes my mood.
ok sorry im pissing people off.
i dont know why.
anw. ohwell.
i dont want that to happen either what.
does it matter.
or rather should it matter?
it doesnt affect the other partner.
i dont know.
im trying to whatever.
ohfuck.

Ling wants to go home now.
she just feels like hiding from everything.
yeah. now she's really alienated.
sort of.

holidays are here.
but Ling's not happy at all.
at least for now.
irritating Ling.
gtg.

ohfuck.

freaking frustrated over the oracle stuff.
and tmr's my test, for goodness sake.
anw, got 2 submissions off my chest already though.
im not going to do it anymore.

when to ehub for a mini 4e2 girls meetup.
was late and am sorry yo! >.<
i rushed through my dinner i dont know why.
had a pleasant surprise i swear~
thanks girls!!!! :D

my absolute boyfriend. (:

100th

FAIL day.

1.
Ling went to school to do her proj today.
supposed to do till 7 but she went off at 4 as all starts going home.
one by one.

2.
Ling's day 1 in school with her bangbanghair.
Estee said she look like.......
Some China Girl.

3.
Ling saw her dad when she was reaching home.
the word 'uncle' just came out of her mouth?
what's worse is her dad actually replied 'hey'.

4.
..and when she corrects herself then her dad said:
"eh? why you never wear specs?"
fyi, Ling's been on contacts lens for 1 year already.

have a nice day, people.

contradiction

Ling should go to her own blog more often.
should; ought to.
couple of times she wanted to blog....
but decided not cux she knows it would mean FINDING TROUBLE.
later some ahlian come and pull my hair how?
ok that was crap.
ya, but every ok already what!
what is she talking about she has no clue.

lifeless Ling went out w her DEAR brother for 2 consecutive days.
swear he made her laugh, unglam. =s
anyway, he just did.
but he has been a good boy yo! :D
well, i bet i wont ever bring him out to swim though.
i cant stop thinking of his continuous fart!
like where the hell did all the air in him came from? :x
sorry brother, but this is life.
stop farting like nobody's business. :s

Ling bought herself clothes!
but nobody knows when she's gonna wear them though :s
no worries, when presentations come.
and she managed to stop herself from buying the heels,
cux she knows she might regret. ^^

talkcocktalkcock.com
bye!

forgotten

hmm. hmm. hmm.
differences in life..
caused a huge gap.
at least for me.
perhaps its really me.
and me, and me.
i see your effort dear.
i feel it too.
thanks.

but can i ever find it back?
im sorry.

it's getting worse

i swear.
it sucks.
f those thoughts.
but i cant help it :(

"It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it."

it hurts to leave it shattered too.

white blog win!

im in the library :D
STUDYING.
i dont know why im blogging.
but i just felt like.
freezing like mad because i was too lazy to stuff my jacket in my fat bag.
screwed my speech.
ee ee ahh ahh woo.

i lost my 2nd thumbdrive for the 2nd time this sem.
found it at reuters though.
lucky x 999999999999999999999999~

i guess over time i start forgetting...
like i said, how long will this first impression last? =(
最初?

abit weird

i shall stop blogging in third person, try :s
i finally see my sister...
it's like a few days then i get one chance to see her,
if im lucky enough.
and my bro went for his band camp...
it's like so weird cux i see him everyday,
either pestering me or sleeping somewhere in the living room.
weirdooo.

Ling was in school from 10-10 today~
ohshit, ok.
er ya all was usual but fecon tut was fun today with the 'game'.
like... we enjoyed transferring? :D
then STUDIED a little blahblah.
home with Jaemin,
and my dear baby said he smell something....
hmm. :z

anyway! i feel like studying but kind of tired :/
how?

band camp is here again!
but im not sure if i can make it on thurs.
and scared of the awkwardness.
how?

hmm.