affected

somehow the words just kept repeating in my mind.
kind of.
there goes my mood.
ok sorry im pissing people off.
i dont know why.
anw. ohwell.
i dont want that to happen either what.
does it matter.
or rather should it matter?
it doesnt affect the other partner.
i dont know.
im trying to whatever.
ohfuck.

Ling wants to go home now.
she just feels like hiding from everything.
yeah. now she's really alienated.
sort of.

holidays are here.
but Ling's not happy at all.
at least for now.
irritating Ling.
gtg.