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hello world! :)
ling is happy though her pay for 6th june is gone in advance!
just had dinner with familyyyyy! :D
nothing more important that that yo.

studied with stef, again! ^.^
wasn't as productive today though ):
sorry meimei! =/
(last sorry! :x)

ling's feeling weird today, oddball.

bite a metal pole

i hope i won't get emo by the end of this post.
muhahahha. realize i always update halfway, sian, then EMO. xD
WanLing, not the way to go ok!
hmm poor ling has been studying recently..
and she feels nerdy 8-|

hehehee anw, i'm alrighteee now. :D
至少我更确定了自己的感觉…
不知道自己做得对不对，
只知道自己回不了头了。

i don't know why but i just want to thank you, again. :)

MEIZHEN! movie on friday okie? :D
call to reply yo! :x

i miss band, and all my bandmates..
Mz, Heri, Lianghao, Siyi, Gwen, Alanna etc. :(
i miss the loud laughs for no reason;
miss the not funny jokes;
every piece of memory i have. =/

take my hand.

i think ling oughts to become bravier to match her MAN character =0
she's afraid of too many things, too gu niang already yo! (:

yeah, ling's a weak girl, super weak one.
she wasn't strong enough to wait..
she gave up just because she's so scared that story will repeat itself.
GKH, this is how much you impacted me.
thanks.

rest is for me to keep..
cux there's far too much more to speak.

25 :D

wheeet 25th post on this blog :D
smileeeeeeee!
hmm, ling is lazy today...
here's a short short short short summarized post =x
..and im crapping to lengthen this post. ^.^

hmm..
ling did 2.4km on tue and she's surprised she can still do it!
apparently because she haven't been doing any exercise....
look at her size! =/

wed was alrighteeee.
did bbfin mock, unprepared and still got loads to study! :(
studied with chyuan chyuan at the library after school :D
dinner, then homeeee!
ling hates cockroaches =/

ling cried during her break today..
she is afraid of cats D: ..and it stopped underneath my seat.
so i.... yaaa. T.T weak weak WL! :(

celebrated ameme's birthday today (:
fun joy laughter as usual ^.^
love them allll!
dinner-ed at fish and co.
then met stef after his training to 'fetch him home'! =x
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMELIA! :D



not bad huh~ my post is not short!
in fact it's longer than usual k! ^.^
byee!
点点头承认自己害怕..

101 uncertainties

what am i supposed to do?
you're not doing the right things.. =/
i know i shouldn't be thinking so much,
but your actions are misleading.
dependence is the key..

经过那么久的独立，
你让我安稳地靠在你肩上…
让我瞬间被你溶化；无法正常思考。
你是认真的？还是我想太多了？
tell me what you mean;
take me out of this.

ling is a happy girl :D

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
class outing ytd, thank you all for coming! :D
hohoho~ more people next time k! xP
movie, laughter, dinner, laughter, pool, MORE laughter! :DD
wheee~ 3rd pool session and i improved a lot, i swear! :x
or maybe luck? =0
thanks to sanchez aka ajonn for teaching oh! :x
anw, OLs brought their friends along =/ hur..
nvm, ling is still happy to be with her class!

*studied* in sch with Stef today. :x
the keyword.... kay, i'm guilty :s
sorry chyuan chyuan! =/

this is SHIT, and "I" can't get out of it.

tired

i'm tired of being afraid; tired of being tired;
tired of left alone, in the dark.
..and there's no pillar of support; nobody to rely on.
now that there's a hole....
i dont know what to do.

dad, i need you =/
you were always here when i am down.
but now you dont realise it anymore.
it's me that's hiding in my room,
but will you come in to take a look?


thank you to Daniel,
for letting me fill my mind with you all these while..
i guess i wont 'make use' of you anymore?
i wont say your name again; i will delete your messages.
goodbye..

why =\

yep, i am emo again.
this time i know why but i dont know why.
is it because of me?
he looked to pissed =/
do tell me if i ever did the wrong thing that made you angry k.
dont be cold, please just dont.
hhur, my whole mood is just brought down, just like that.

kay, i am doing SAS now in the lab.
my group mates are doing, and im posting.
i am an idiot.
back to work, bye.

random

my 1st post on my lappy (:
hohoho
my mood is not going up and down anymore!
happy birthday to the MAY babies! :D
Van, Millie, Kevin, Amelia; Dajie and my dear didi, heri!
hope heri sees this D:

hmm haven't been studying =/
my head getting big alr >.<
week 5's starting, term test on week 7.
everything's coming T.T

i realised i got short legs :o

the Bitch

Your the kind of girl that doesn't wanna be messed with. You have that: Get outta my way! personality and usually come off edgy and rough to people. A lot of people don't like you that much but keep the ones that are your friends close, you never know when they might dissapear.

D:

no idea

emoooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
i have no idea why but i am just down D:
i'm brought down by no sound.
confused?
i hate this complicated thing!
it's driving me crazy. =/

Liao WanLing, stop it.
you got everything mixed and it's in a mess now.
you irritating shit.
can't you just do more for your family?

i got my foot glued.

ignore what i said for those who read ok! :D
Dan is a nice guy, he replied :x
i am contented (:

yep, this is why im a happy girl :D
hoho, we went frolick to see Wugui's chio bu!
so-so only lo~ *don't beat me* xD
as long as he's happy.. she's chio ok. :x

ermerms, i don't think i am ready to give up.
too lazy? :x
idk.

hello there!

yep, enough of emo-ing! :D
if not people will find me boring already D:
hoho ^.^
ling is a happy girl again! :)

廖婉伶, 没事了!
忘了他,你没有损失;
没有他,你得到更多的友情.

then, again.

hopeful or denial?
truth or imagination?
angry or confused?
you or just me?
miss or miss?

i am NOT well.
i ought to know where i stand, i know.
but it hurts. D:




PS: stay away from me.

sweet sugar candyman

well, suddenly felt like rambling but nobody's there for me..
had been thinking of whether i should let it go or let you know.
everything's been settling down, but something inside me is not.
idk, just felt that way.

Van's birthday celebration yesterday.
seriously miss the girls so much D:
all the fun and laughter, and me;
all the crazy things we did together. :)

feeling tired mentally.
i need a break.
i don't want to lie to myself but i can't control.