tired

i'm tired of being afraid; tired of being tired;
tired of left alone, in the dark.
..and there's no pillar of support; nobody to rely on.
now that there's a hole....
i dont know what to do.

dad, i need you =/
you were always here when i am down.
but now you dont realise it anymore.
it's me that's hiding in my room,
but will you come in to take a look?


thank you to Daniel,
for letting me fill my mind with you all these while..
i guess i wont 'make use' of you anymore?
i wont say your name again; i will delete your messages.
goodbye..