oh well

i haven't been blogging.
i don't think anybody hopped by too.
never mind.

i think. i mean i did something 'so wrong'.
it's like a pet phrase to me, i don't know when it started.
the 2 words just flow out like water from the tap.

my mood is swinging: tick tock.
was feeling sorry for a moment.
but now i'm feeling a little bit.. awkward?
how should i put it?
i don't know.
but i just didn't want to let go, knowing it's not right...
then again, i feel i regained a feeling i use to have.
just a gentle pat on the head..
but it's different, already.

the feeling's badbadBAD. D:
when there's something you want to share so much
but there's nobody you could find...

i want to text you
i want to call you
i want to see you
but i don't know if 'it' means anything to you